I need help...
...Don't even think it.
I'm sitting here at 2am, with a report deadline at midday tomorrow. I haven't even started the report and I cannot for the life of me motivate myself to do anything about it.
It might have something to do with the fact that I don't really know what I'm writing about, because the notes we've been given are utterly useless - loads of background math, not actual code - and while I can bullshit for England, there needs to be something vaguely concrete to base the work on.
Regardless, I've been procrastinating frantically all day - so far I've watched all 23 episodes of CSI season 3. I've played Crimsonland for a good few hours. I've listened to music, watched a couple of movies, browsed NX and now I'm trying to find something else to do rather than work.
If I don't get this report done, I'm screwed - not least because I'm liable to do fairly badly in the exam and if I don't pass this module, I fail my degree - falling at the last hurdle, if you will.
Of course this doesn't seem to worry me psychologically - possibly because my life is so shallow and meaningless at the moment, possibly because I'm self-hating, or possibly because I'm just inherently apathetic, who knows. Whichever it is, I need something to motivate myself to work. Right now I've got 10 hours, which is more than enough time to write the report - if I knew what to write - but at this rate it's not going to get done.
So there you have it. Half rant, half plea for help. Do with it as you see fit.
Spad.
I'm sitting here at 2am, with a report deadline at midday tomorrow. I haven't even started the report and I cannot for the life of me motivate myself to do anything about it.
It might have something to do with the fact that I don't really know what I'm writing about, because the notes we've been given are utterly useless - loads of background math, not actual code - and while I can bullshit for England, there needs to be something vaguely concrete to base the work on.
Regardless, I've been procrastinating frantically all day - so far I've watched all 23 episodes of CSI season 3. I've played Crimsonland for a good few hours. I've listened to music, watched a couple of movies, browsed NX and now I'm trying to find something else to do rather than work.
If I don't get this report done, I'm screwed - not least because I'm liable to do fairly badly in the exam and if I don't pass this module, I fail my degree - falling at the last hurdle, if you will.
Of course this doesn't seem to worry me psychologically - possibly because my life is so shallow and meaningless at the moment, possibly because I'm self-hating, or possibly because I'm just inherently apathetic, who knows. Whichever it is, I need something to motivate myself to work. Right now I've got 10 hours, which is more than enough time to write the report - if I knew what to write - but at this rate it's not going to get done.
So there you have it. Half rant, half plea for help. Do with it as you see fit.
Spad.
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